VOICE
I
IN THE SOUND OF RAASAY
Spewed out from the rape of real life
We - the concocted robotic breed with shallow voice
(Shaped by fiendish thought to fear what's true)
Know only how to calculate
And poison rural life.
Life! This quiet light which gathers in the bay
(Of Sorley Maclean's Hallaig & Screapadal)
Reflects what we machines have done
To those who stayed awake to nature's pace;
Drowning out with manic noise
That heart-felt ancient singing
Which human-eyesd our shores.
Why have polluters of the soulful mind
Been allowed to devastate our living soul
The earth
With a lying tongue
A metallic tongue
A rootless tongue
A scheming, calculating, public tongue
Devoted to illusion-making
And satiating self-importance?
A tongue committed to outflank local language -
A language which rose from earth, wind and sea
From skill & struggle with ropes and wood.
That real voice, seasoned through celebration and lament
Could ease communal struggle `gainst always-hungry fate,
And focus the mind on details of the heart
On shades of changing nearness in the unkempt hills and sea,
On subtle pauses in the swirling flow of light
As the soul awoke to unexpected love
Upon the summit of a dying view.
And I descended with the sun in trepidation
To see what can be saved
From this urban cancer gorging rooted life.
Townships, villages, utterly destroyed
By this incoming tide of English "sheep"
Or completely falsified
By imported forms of mindless greed
Amplified by those metallic black fortresses
- Their turrets just visible-
(Nuclear killer-whales)
Dreaming in the bay.
Who are the demons who engineer this blight?
And why do "human" agents conceal their deadly work?
II
No matter where I stop upon the globe
I feel crucified and mocked by the same blind
Greedy UGLINESS UGLINESS UGLINESS trashing
Every little cranny displaying local charm.
Did mankind thinking in their caves
Decide to manufacture this decay?
Here I am, a soul who lives in heaven
Caressed by bird song and the soothing burn
Whilst sensing psychic coldness closing in.
I've got the urge to close my door
Through reading Blake and poor John Clare...
Knowing the cancer's worse than what they saw......
Grieving over news of devastation
I know this dereliction will increase
For this must be the fruit of animation
Centred in dark mindlessness and greed.
Tonight I've faced I can't save natural people
Nor their forests, animals or birds;
But can at least save sacred Goshem
From being overrun by spruce or ewes.
I feel I've been formed from a history of warnings
Unheeded by the underworld of man;
These ugly, robotic mindless men
Who don't care
For what is cultivated from the soul,
Nor care for the structure of real community
Nor for the Spirit
Exhalted in the natural world.
But worse, this mental cancer's not content
To leave the rough and ready way of life
To those whose ancient ways are'nt shaped by greed.
No, it forces its calculating schemes
Onto simple local harmonies
Nourished by straightforward daily care.
III
Where there were people bleating sheep
Where there were dykes barbed wire
Where there were horses scrap
Where there were stories silence
Where there were ceilidhs T.V
Where quietness power saws
Where crops caravans
Where wood metal
Earth concrete
Trees stumps
Love fantasy
Sex tricks
Warmth loneliness
Strength guile
Culture memories
God nothing
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN
IV
I have no wish that "modern man" survives;
A tool of soul-less, fiendish calculation.
I've seen who pays the price for urban dreams.
Soul-less dreams of sumptuous futures,
Dreams of gain again again again again
Through politics (bureaucracy)
religion (bureaucracy)
war (bureaucracy)
money (bureaucracy)
education (bureaucracy)
technology (bureaucracy)
Art (bureaucracy)
T.V (bureaucracy)
I've thought it through and through
And everywhere I've been
I've seen the cancer killing all I love.
And now I'm back inside, it's absolutely clear
My name is on death's hidden Bill of Fare.
Body can sense the nearness of its maw.
All will go
Mind and soul
Until I'm left with nothing in this war
Twixt naked ego and the thoughtless world
Whose molesting, rapacious nature
Is guided by demon schemers
Disguised as "modern men".
V
What is this darkness which I'm loathe to name?
A sense of being haunted by defeat?
As if I have to suffer "second best".
As if I'll never be completely free!
In fact I don't accept that mundane explanation.
It seems more like I'm hiding from the hunt,
Because I've seen the writing on the wall
And know there is no way my thinking soul
Will ever be allowed to live in hell!
And so I've tried to make another world
In which the atmosphere is born of love
Of art and meditation
And cultivating crops.
A life which may in generations spawn
A feeling language rooted in this soil
Of real values strengthened through this storm.
Values which the local language bore,
Now fading in the silence of the bay
In which sly death is practising its song.
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