I now know why

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Of moral strength within one's childish schemes;</div> <div> Like wanting light not for one's real birth</div> <div> But for the aggrandizement of one's dreams. </div> <bR> <bR> <div> At last I see the slavery I've been in:</div> <div> Walled off by seeking strength to ward off death</div> <div> I swanned around inside my mental prison</div> <div> Proposing freedom with a tortured breath.</div> <bR> <div>  </div> <div> Have I now learnt what common sense has taught</div> <div> And ceased to try to earn love with dead thought?</div> <div>  </div> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>